Cuckold feelings
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If you’ve been reading my blog you know that I’ve posted compassionate posts about the poor guys who are under endowed. By that I mean the guy with a small penis and therefore on the losing end of the sexual side of life.
I’m here to tell you that penis size matters! Life is very different for a man with a big cock. I could be callous and say, pin dicks lose out (and you do) but I also know it’s not easy to be a cuckold.
One caller posted a thoughtful blog comment about this and I want to highlight it on my blog:
“If I might, respectfully, I’d suggest that cuckolds do indeed have feelings. A confused constellation of feelings swirling around making rational judgment pretty much impossible. Guilt and shame for sure. But also excitement and arrousal. A masochistic level of self-pity and loathing cloaked in denial for many. Envy and jealousy. Anger and impotence.. Hopelessness and longing. A sense that life is so unfair. Sexual frustration …
A tangled web of feelings.”
He cares for his hot wife
If the small penis guy cares for his partner (and he does) he knows the solution … his hot wife fucks a superior cock that means she takes a lover or lovers. He does this because he cares for her, in the words of a cuck.
“Then there is the love they feel for their unfortunate partner. The internal conflict between wanting to be everything for them in bed yet knowing they will never be. The conflict between what they always thought a man should be and who they really are. The longing for her touch while knowing she longs for someone better. Quiet desperation. The desperation of pretending to be something they know they can never be.
More feelings. Yes, cucks have plenty of feelings.”
Lets talk about all this!
Your Experienced Mistress,
Ms Olivia
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I have not considered myself a full cuckold as I find it hard to stay a “friend” to a girl when she is so actively seeing other guys. However I have at times and I am aware of being filled with mixed feelings. I have long been around “girls talking” about their excitement and satisfaction by better endowed males. “Big guys”. As well as annoyance at times by “little guys”. The feelings are mixed because even as a little guy it is natural to want women to be happy and fulfilled. I think it is a natural drive for males. However it is frustrating, you feel guilt, and jealousy – lots of it but also excited to hear about female pleasure. It is a mixed bag!
Awwwww, thanks for your comments about being a cuckold …. it sure IS a mixed bag of feelings.
Awwww…poor cuckie! So sad to hear his tear jerking words. I bet he had a lump in his throat as he wrote those words…or was it a cock. Sorry, I’m cruel. But seriously. I am usually so busy humiliating the little cuckold, I rarely take time out to ask much about his feelings and inner thoughts. Nice perspective.
Tear jerking and little dick jerking … oh wait, when someone has a teenie weenie he does the rub a dub not stroking! ~laughs~ Just because he has thoughts and feelings doesn’t mean we can’t be mean! ~laughs~
Hello Mistress,,
I would never characterize anything you say as mean. Certainly not callous. I’m grateful that someone such as you even has the time of day for me … much less, willing to make the effort to help me face certain facts of life. You’ve been so patient and understanding. Women mostly treat me as if I am irrelevant.
You’re right though. It is hard to accept being a sexual loser. Living in denial is worse. You’ve helped me so much already.
Sooooooo … I’d have to add “gratitude” to that list of emotions. Thank you Mistress. I’m very grateful. I’ll email you to see when we can talk next.
John Q.
PostScript, My girlfriend is so much happier these days. We’ve actually grown closer now that she has a great sex life. I guess, I just didn’t want to acknowledge how frustrated she had become. Well, she’s happy now … and I’ve seen how great she is in bed. You are right about life being very different for a man with a big cock.
I’m so thrilled that your girlfriend is happy … after all, that’s what she should be … I mean, I know it’s frustrating for you but this is all for the best, don’t you think?
Yes Mistress.
It is for the best. I get a little frustrated but I know how fortunate I am. Thank you. Because of you I’m having the longest relationship with a woman I’ve ever had!
I’ve had plenty of time to reflect and I think the main source of my frustration is rooted in a set of unrealistic expectations of what my life would be like. (In the early years, many) hope to become firemen and astronauts when they grow up. Most don’t have what it takes and so end up being boring accountants and lower level store managers.
Not unlike that, most of us dreamed of being the man of the house. Some of us don’t have what it takes.
It’s true … I’m not the one who sleeps with my girlfriend but I get to see her captivating smile every morning. I get have great conversations with her. I know she likes me. Being a cuckold isn’t so bad once you begin to let go of the unrealistic expectations.
John Q
Awww, honey, the man of the house is a MAN. ~my gaze moves over your body, moving lower~ Honestly, I’m not seeing much of a manly footprint on you. You might own the house but your have to own the fact that …. ahem … you’re not ever going to GROW into the Man of the House position.
Best call ever, Mistress!
Our first call long ago was great. Since then you just keep getting deeper into my head exposing erotic realms I never knew were in there. You’ve certainly taught me the meaning of intelligently applied feminine dominance.
I do have one complaint though. I was really hoping you’d help me with my self-confidence with women. It’s fantasy after all. I mean, you could lie once in awhile and tell me, “Size really doesn’t matter.” You could let ME be the man sometime. You could do that, you know?
John Q
giggles …. awwwwww … you being a Man really would be a fun fantasy … but you know, it IS a fantasy … I have a fun fantasy too: the Mets will win the World Series this year, next year, always. sigh. You know, some things will always be a fantasy. Size does matter. Size will always matter.
Yes Mistress,
You’re right of course. It was presumptuous, disrespectful and rude of me to even suggest such a thing. I hope you can forgive me.
John Q
giggles …. such a great comment!
You want to be big. Girls teach you that you are not. You have to somehow forget and not try to be what you are not. Girls see through it. You feel a lot of emotions guilt jealousy fear but you have to try to accept. Girls like big guys. They can be polite about it or not but I think it’s how they feel.
Yep! Sucks to be you … laughs and laughs and laughs.